Greetings any willing to take in my rantings!
For the most part I'm one of those guys who has been thru his life hearing tthat art would get me nowhere, that it is hard to break into the business in any aspect and I unfortunately let that cloud my doubt and actually came to believe the naysayers were right. i came to doubt my abilities, i ceased to stretch myself for arts sake and let myself become lost in my abilities by seeing other good artists such as the ones present in these deviant realm and constantly downing myself as being nothing to compare next to you guys.
This has been the war ive fought with myself all my life.
And one would think in these hard times it would be the opposite of me to re indulge myself in it. to take the safe route and find that safe occupation, that safe avenue of income and respect and stability...
But being that i have lost everything i thought meant more to me than art i have chosen to get back into the one thing i never took to the max in my life and hope it leads to the path of happiness i fought against so hard yet knew without a doubt would keep me happy traversing if only i stayed true to where it would lead..
..so I have chosen and so i have started walking again...
..and i promise from now on to not sound like something you get with your order of rice and noodles...
peace to yah!